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19. Mär 2008 @ 23:35 Huh.
How did anyone ever put up with me? I talk too much. And I'm boring as heck.

Tsk tsk tsk.
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green scream
14. Dez 2006 @ 17:07 GRRR.
Aktuelle Stimmung: grumpy
What idiot is trying to get my password? --> 76.187.38.111 <-- Retards. Now, shoo. Or I'll hafta pee on you.

:)
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green scream
1. Mär 2006 @ 23:17 Thrilled beyond repair.
Aktuelle Stimmung: Eeee!
I might actually be moving out. Finally. This is a pretty crummy update lacking the details I'd actually prefer to add, but eh. I have it narrowed down between 4 apartment complexes, they all offer generally what I'd like, and they're all in walking distance to my school. Must scrutinize... They'll all let me take my cat, thats exciting enough for me. Will have a roommate. A girl. I know its a little odd, but I've got some super motherly instincts kicking in like you wouldnt believe. Anywho, still working out the kinks in all this, but ought to be moved out no later than before the start of the coming fall semester. I'm barely at midterms, and I'm already blabbing about the excitement of next semester. I'm planning planning. Cant let this one fall through. I must say... I'm thrilled beyond repair.

EEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
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8. Jun 2005 @ 23:15 Spoiledish
A total of... two people here care. Thanks guys. I hate the rest of you. :D Go blow your moms.

Today was so cool. I got a bike. Chuck actually bought me a super awesome bike. I love it. A mountain bike. <3 Huffy. Its so pretty. My mum bought me 3 shirts, 2 flip flops, and a purse. I'm so loved. :D

CA CASH REFUND
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green scream
6. Jun 2005 @ 13:14 Car Accident
Yesterday, when Chuck and I were on our way to church we took the u-turn under 59 at Aldine Mail Rt. to go to the Diamond Shamrock to get gas. There wasnt much traffic as usual, but there were indeed cars coming from every direction. I stopped before crossing the main road, and waited for it to clear. A big white van kept scooting up onto my bumper honking at me, which made me aggravated. There was a car on the opposite side waiting to go as well, and the woman flagged for me to go ahead of her. After the final car passed, I eased across. However, when I had already passed the first two lanes, and was inside the last lane heading up the left side of the ramp into the gas station, the lady who flagged me had already taken off pretty fast and ran directly into the side of my car. Where Chuck was. When I saw that she was coming toward us, and wasnt slowing down or anything, I honked 2-3 times and I yelled. Chuck tried leaning away from the door but we were hit pretty hard. I was really scared, and I finished rolling up the ramp and the lady followed. There were 3 HPD cars there, and a cop just got out of his vehicle- only to tell us to call Harris County PD instead, and he turned and walked away without looking into anything.

I began to hyperventilate, and Chuck was shakily getting out of the car. It seems that the door was forcefully shoved inward and hit his leg. In fact, there is a massive bloody welp on the outside of his right leg. I didnt know the number to Harris County, so I called 911 and they did the call for me. Chuck was trying to keep me calm, but it was very scary. I didnt even know how bad his leg was hurt until later- he claimed it was just a bump. What a trooper, it must've been killing him but he kept calm to try to keep me calm. The woman didnt do anything, she opened her door and just sat there and started organizing her bills. I called my mum frantically but her fone was off since she was in church. I called my brother and he got a hold of them for me. They lept from their seats and took off to help us.

Job came, but my parents went to go pick up my newest insurance card first, then they got there. A few members of our church showed up and hugged us and such, and tried to calm me down. The woman from the other car yelled some random stupid rant, and surprisingly I couldnt understand what she was saying, despite my slight understanding of 'ghetto'. She ended up finally getting out of her car to walk around to the front of it and check it out. She was rubbing her neck claiming I hurt her. Somehow, the idea that the side of my car ran into her and hurt her just doesnt seem realistic. I was so angry, I was squeezing my fone until the plastic and the screen cracked and broke. When my parents showed up, I began feeling a little better. We waited around for the cop to show up, but it took quite a while.

In the meantime, the woman's husband/brother showed up and was actually kind enough to ask if me and Chuck were alright. By this time, Chuck had pretty much stopped talking and was seeming a little out of sorts, but he told the man he was alright. He looked at the damage and apologized a bit, then went back toward her car. When the police showed up, I started crying and shaking again. I guess I was just frightened still. The cop was very nice, and simply helped us sort things out. The black woman really didnt know what she was doing about the insurance or anything, she only had information, not the card. In fact, the entire time the officer was talking she stood there with her mouth agape looking incredibly dumbfounded. She leaned over to the man with her and asked something about them pressing charges. I was still crying at the time, so it was difficult to suddenly be angry, but I tried. The officer suggested no one, even us, press charges, because it would be going on both our records. The man told her no and she went back to writing something in a notepad. The officer gave us both pieces of paper with his name and info on it about the accident and such, and said that now that it was final and he reviewed everything that happened, no one can claim anything against each other in the future or whatever.

They left immediately, and the man shook hands with all of us and told me not to cry- he had a girl the same age as me and he could understand and such, that thats why they call them 'accidents' and such. Finally, everyone began to depart, and I went to Chuck's to calm down. We had to wait till today to take the car in and get everything fixed up. The side looks awful, and the door is difficult to shut and the window rolls down an inch whenever you finally slam it. I might end up with another rent-a-car, I dont know. I'll find out in about an hour. Unfortunately, Chuck's parents have stopped their insurance and stuff since his dad is still out of a job, so he couldnt have his leg even looked at at a hospital. It looked pretty bad, and the area was really big. It looked as if some veins had been punctured and blood was just flowing up to the skin surface. I couldnt apologize enough to Chuck, I really couldnt. Today, he's resting at home- he slept a lot since his parents gave him some of his dad's back pills in hopes of relieving some of the pain. His legs are so thin and his knees are so boney, I really hope nothing else is damaged. He doesnt have enough meat on him to protect his knee, ligaments, or anything. It doesnt look like a normal bruise. I'm really worried for him.

I dont really know what else to say. I just thought I should update about it. I'll miss my car. And Chuck ought be getting better. S'all.
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green scream
1. Jun 2005 @ 12:02 e_e
Aktuelle Stimmung: sleepy
Chuck and I ran into Derrik, Aaron, David Chow, and Beto at Taquiria Arandas yesterday. Literally ran into Derrik, almost. Scared the living crap outta me, diving past us at the door. Silly critter. ^^ I looked like utter crap, expecting to grab food and run home, which we did, but with the unexpected surprise of seeing old friends. << If ya'll are reading this, I'm sorry if my ugly face offended you. It was nice seeing ya'll, though. I miss people. :/

Convo between Chuck and I on the way home:
L: That one guy didnt say much.
C: Who? Chino?
L: Who's Chino?.. Anywho, that guy makes me think of a puppy.
C: Chino?
L: I thought he was Beto?
C: The other one is Chino.
L: I thought that was Antonio? He works at Kroger?
C: Yah, but he wasnt there. Thats not Chino.
L: Who's Chino?
C: The chinese guy.
L: David Chow?
C: David Chow was there?
L: Yeah, the chinese guy. Thats Chino?
C: David Chow is Chino.
L: Are you stating that, or asking yourself?
C: ... There was Beto, Chino, Aaron and Derrik.
L: Okay. Beto reminds me of a puppy.
C: Okay. Beto reminds you of a puppy.

I'm debating whether to keep typing, or work on my cross stitch pattern. I'm really too tired to do much of anything else at the time. Actifed really knocks you out. I slept for almost 12 hours thanks to it, and it was a great 12 hours. Since Chuck doesnt really update, I'll do it for him- At around 3am last night, his cat Oreo peed on him. She stood on his shoulder with her butt pointed at his face and peed. It mainly got on his shoulder and his pillow, though. "Favorite cat" my butt. She's a snotty spoiled ugly ratty old girl. I love cats, but something about her makes me want to kick her when I see her. :D Maybe I will.

Okay, dizzy and tired. Off to cross stitch. More updates later. ^^
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green scream
26. Mai 2005 @ 08:58 Please read? :D
While playing around last night, I found something that caught my eye - a way to make money doing hardly anything? Awesome! So I'm sharing it with ya'll because... well, because I dont have many friends, so ya'll are the bestest of those that I do have. Anywho, I heard from a few people that its a total scam, but it doesnt hurt even if it is. I heard from a few other people though that they're actually collecting money from this. I guess the complainers just arent working for the money like the others. Bah.

Here's the deal- You sign up at this link http://netbux.org/?r=246898 (thats my referral number, it helps track me, please use it! ^^) and you choose whether you want to get paid through an account with StormPup (its like Paypal, but a different type) or a check in the mail. Like I said, they dont do anything to you, ask any questions or anything. The only thing you have to do to get money is use -their- search engines. They offer google, yahoo, and the others that you use every day, but they've added more advertisements along the side panel. And well, dont be surprised if you get a pop up or two every once in a while. These pop ups are blockable if you have good equiptment, and they're clean ads- dont worry about the wormy casino and porn pop ups that never go away- these dont screw up anything.

So you use their Google/Yahoo to do a search (I checked, by the way, its the same google- they're not cheating anyone) and there's a small bar across the top of the screen that performs a 10 second countdown. You can click on the link you want, or just wait while it counts, and when its finished, it will award you the search credit. Just dont hit 'back' or click on 'return to search' until its finished. And dont worry, you can only get credits for searching, not for clicking the links, or ads or anything. If you wanted, you could just do a bunch of random searches over and over- thats what I've been doing. Shhh. ;)

Here's where they cap things- You can only search from their base site 40 times per day to receive credits. If you go over 40, they stop giving credits, so you might as well wait till the next day. The amount a credit is worth varies occassionally, depending on the worth of ads available to netbux at the time. It never will be just 1 cent, but it hovers between 2-5 cents always. On average, you could be making 36-48 extra bucks every month. Its not enough to live on, but thats quite a bit for just searching on the net, like most of us already do. (I like to think of it as getting money for expanding my brain. ^^ Bwahahaha) They restart everything on the 15th of every month, so thats when you get paid. Unless I'm mistaken, they only pay you if you've gone over $25, and if you dont, it will stay in your account there till the next month, and then you'll be paid the entire amount.

So give it a shot, none of you have anything to lose. After you sign up, instead of typing google.com in the address bar, just type netbux.org and click the link to begin your google search. ^^ Its easy, its clean, no one can stalk you or use your information, and you're going to end up making money if you just give it a shot. http://netbux.org/?r=246898 Click the link, and fill out the small registration form, then you're on your way to some easy cash.

http://netbux.org/?r=246898
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green scream
25. Mai 2005 @ 09:13 I feel so...
tired, icky, hot, sweaty, sticky, weak, aggravated, frustrated, infuriated, flustered, deprived, uneasy, grouchy, hesitant, ill, weary, dizzy, alksdlakfa.

And I dont think they have a picture for this mood.

But I got one.



Something like that.

Man. I really gotta get new pictures.
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green scream
19. Mai 2005 @ 23:59 (kein Betreff)
I saw a link about Xanga yesterday, so I checked up on my old one. The last entry I had was from seemingly forever ago, when I was scouting for folks to go to Cadwalder with me and Cheex. Ah, what memories. (Dang pop-up "SexSearchDotCom" wtf?!) Anywho, I figured I'd post a little something on it, just for the heck of it. Later yesterday evening I went back to it, I wanted Chuck to see what I had put, since my little mind found it oh-so humorous. Someone had commented, so I checked it with excitement "Someone actually read my entry?! COOL!" Or so I thought. It was actually this chick who commented randomly with an advertisement. Not just a regular advertisement, or one about a sex website, or winning something, or a link for a website. No, that would make sense, no one wants to make sense. It was a link to a Xanga user that wasnt open YET (they said exactly when the xanga would be made available for viewing) by a friend of this girl who would be writing 'humorous yet touching devotionals for girls'. Only Christian people are this stupid and self-absorbed. Yes, I can openly admit that, being that I'm a big Christian myself. Thats not even my biggest complaint. Aggravated by this completely random advertisement on my journal, I deleted the comment. Then after thinking it over, I went to the girl's journal (the one who posted it, since the other wont be around for a few days, those idiots). I then commented on her journal entry, which was an update about her laptop and the advertisement in greater details. As if all the asians and what few other teenage race groups on Xanga will actually take their internet time to go read a Christian girly devotional. I dont even bother looking at the Garfield comics I get daily in my email, and I'm a net-hog. Anywho, I simply commented as respectfully as possible asking that she wouldnt advertise on my journal, and that it was a little rude of her since she didnt know me, she wasnt in any of the same communities and groups as me, and especially since she disregarded entirely the entry to which she replied, as she must have with everyone else's journals she advertised on. Not a good little example of a selfless sweet Christian, if you ask me, but I kept my mouth shut. The university brat commented again on my journal later with a very ditzy smug tone with a pseudo-apology and "I usually do try to comment, sorry I missed commenting on yours. I mean, what else is there to comment on? ;) Have a good day!" I would've grabbed her by the hair and slammed her ugly face into her own monitor, if I could've. Then, I would've dragged her from her little swivel chair across the floor, still by her hair, and I would've kicked her in the gut repeatedly, probably killing the unborn, unwanted child of a non-monogamous unChristian college gang-bang from the prior month just before she announced her 'rebirth' into Christianity. Yes, many ugly things come out of my mouth. You'd be more amazed by what has been coming out of my- Thats another entry I'll save for later. But what is it about that comment that caused all this anger to arise within me? No one likes being disrespected, even their property. And it would phase even Yoda to be told by some allegedly 'good Christian girl' that though they said quite a bit, they really said nothing. I cant quite word it right, there's just something anger-worthy in those few sentences. I hate people so much. Gawd, I love anger. Anger = Power. I'd so be a dark sith. xD

Conversation between Anakin and Amidala: Episode 2.

"Someone should make them obey." -Ani
"Lyk omg, thatd so totally be a dictatorship thingy!" -Pad
"So?" -Ani
"Omg Anakin ur so smart lets flirt n i make u hot but we wont do it ok?" -Pad
*Attempts Jedi mind trick* "Make love to me." -Ani
"Hehe! Silly jedi-in-training! I have to be over 14 for taht to work on me!" -Pad
"Damnit. Lets get married." -Ani
"OK!!! i lyk ur droid parts. Ur hotter tahn r2D2." -Pad
"Shh. This might hurt a bit, I'm using the force." -Ani

One of the funniest things I've ever read/seen. Its so realistic! You guys have to check it out. :D!!! http://www.n-chicken.net/previews/episodeiii.shtml

I think I'm getting pretty darn tired. Off I go.
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green scream
18. Mai 2005 @ 12:46 I held a kitten today.
Sunday, Chuck and I went to a few pet stores to see the pets that people can adopt and what not. We went over to the new PetsMart and while we were checking out the fish, somehow Chuck figured it'd be cool to put his finger above the water to see if the fish would go for it. And they did. They were actually trying to jump out of the water! It was so cute. So I gave it a try a few times, and it was great watching them. A few jumped at me, and one bit the end of my finger. Finally, one jumped out of the aquarium and landed on the floor! I gasped and cupped it up in my hands as fast as I could and put it back. A little boy who'd been trying it too saw it, and got scared of doing it again, and a few other people just laughed. That really scared the living daylights out of me. But it sure was fun. ^^

The day before yesterday, we were at the cemetary again to feed the duckies. We didnt really have too much at the time, but we did have a big can of peanuts. Only certain ducks eat the peanuts, but they didnt even eat much of them at the time. I watched the duckies for a while while Chuck went off chasing the geese some. I turned back to the car to get something and there was a big fat squirrel right in front of me. He didnt budge, he stood there on his hind legs starring up at me. I leaned forward a bit, and the squirrel ran a few steps closer to me. I called for Chuck, and Chuck watched. We were both so amazed! I moved my hands, as if I was tossing the squirrel something, and he moved around, looking for the imaginary food I threw him. Finally, I bent down and grabbed one of the nuts, and tossed it just past him. He ran to it and ate it, then he started running around us grabbing a bunch of the peanuts to eat. It was so fun sitting there watching him. I've never been so close to a squirrel in my life. They're such adorable little creatures. Oh, what an experience. ^^

We ate at Jade Palace the other day. The food was absolutely amazing. Chuck didnt feel much like sweet and sour pork, so he got the Pressed Chicken. Holy crap, that was amazing. I tried some of it, and it was really great. And the portion is so huge, we both ate for dinner what he wasnt able to finish. I kept the little chinese food boxes, cleaned them, and sprayed them with lysol so I can use them to decorate my room a bit. It really has been such a great time, lately. I've been really happy.

Aside from a few things, that is. One of which I was just reminded of. I dont know if this is something I should be saying in the open like this, but its true and I've been so upset over it, its not fair for me to keep it bottled either. I could just kill Chuck's dad, though. I really could. There's been a number of things he's done/confessed to lately that make me want to run him over with an 18 wheeler, but what I found out yesterday just really made me want to yell at him face to face. I had taken some dvds over to Chuck's place for us to watch before, and some of those dvd's are actually labeled with little address stickers saying they belong to my parents and stuff, but that jerk went and pawned the dvds! Their dvds, and mine! I'm so glad that I took my Season 2 MASH set home the other day, or I really would punch that man in the face. He said he need some spare cash, and why? The man quit his job, hasnt been working very hard to get another one, rents several dvd's at a time from Blockbuster with cash, goes out to nice restaurants on sundays, buys more expensive name brand foods and desserts, buys new dvds and everything! But oh no, he needs to pawn all their own dvds, plus mine just so he can do those gawd damn things! Then he wants to be rude to Chuck and hardly speak to him lately for what? Because he didnt wash the dishes once? The man sits around on his butt all day doing nothing but watching movies and eating, doesnt lift a finger to clean or help around the house or try to get a job, and he gets mad at everyone else. I really dont know if I can stand this bs much longer. If someone doesnt say something or stand up about it, I sure as hell will. And all of you know I hate BS, I'll start crap with anyone.

But anyway, think happy thoughts, think happy thoughts... Pink purse, pink shoes... futon, pillows, curtains... bunnies, bunnies, bunnies...
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green scream
15. Mai 2005 @ 09:54 SPISHHHHH *the sound of a shower*
So my parents finally decided to get a regular spray-down type shower. Something everyone is supposed to have. They got this fairly cheap type one, but it was pretty nifty. My dad installed it last night, and my mum was happy. Then, this morning, she goes in there and whines that she cant use it. Why? Because she cant wash her hair with it. Why? Because my mum has made it a dang stupid habit of bending over the tub and washing it like that with the hand-held shower. So she's going to return it and buy a new hand-held shower thing. I told her that it better have the clamp to hold it up so it can be a spray-down shower, or I'd kick her. I cant stand the stupid things. I hate our shower. Every chance I get, I sneak in a shower at Chuck's house. Argh. Its 10:03, and she's still not out of the shower. She got in over 40 minutes ago. If I want to be on time for church at Chuck's church, I need to leave no later than 10:45. >.<

Chuck and I have been feeding the ducks at the cemetary a lot lately. They're really amazing creatures, those ducks. The geese, storks and turtles are really awesome, too. The geese are sort of the controllers of everyone. The ducks quickly move out of the way of any geese nearing, and they go where the geese seem to tell them to go. Yesterday, a lot of the ducks in the water kept flipping upside down diving for food underwater. Ducks have, by far, the cutest little butts I've ever seen in my life. No animal's butt is as cute as when a duck is upside down, tail high in the air, legs kicking and splashing. Its a more adorable sight than even some sets of kittens, puppies, fishies, birdies, or anything. We've even started naming some of the ducks and geese. I love those guys.

While we were out yesterday, Chuck bought me shoes and a purse. I was so touched. I love them. The shoes are pink canvas, white toe and what not, just like Chucks (ha ha, the shoe, not his shoes!) They were on sale at Target for $6.80something. ^^ And the purse is just a small cutesy pink shoulder bag covered with strawberries and flowers. That was actually at the dollar store, but I fell in love with it. He also bought us matching coffee mugs with our astrological signs (Scorpio and Pisces), a balloon valance for one of my bedroom windows, and a big bottle of aspirin for my headaches, all from the dollar store in Porter. ^^ He also bought a few things for himself, and things to go in his house and what not. That is a really great store. I was so happy with what he got me. I sure hope I made him as happy. ^^

Well, the futon is set up, and the room is looking better. I'll take a picture or two of it when I get the camera back. Hope the rest of you guys have a good day. God bless!
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green scream
7. Mai 2005 @ 10:18 Brief Update
Aktuelle Stimmung: awake
Chuck and I saw a UFO in the sky about a week ago. No kidding. Might explain later.

I found a stork egg that had fallen from its nest at Brookside Cemetary. It wasnt cracked or anything, and it was just laying there all alone... so we took it. And we're going to try to incubate it until it hatches. :D

We're now on the Atkins diet. If you do a search on google for Atkins recipes, look up crab and avacado salad. It was one of the best things I've ever eaten, and so cheap and easy to make! Imitation crab works just the same. ^^!

Chuck has been teaching me to sword fight using kenpo sticks. Its lots of fun. I like to pretend I'm a Jedi Knight in my head, and I'm chopping parts of him off with a light saber when ever I hit him. ^^ Very cool.

Our tummies are growling, so we're going to go cook chicken. :D Maybe green bean casserole again. Ah, how I love it so! :D

Mk I go now. :D
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green scream
2. Mai 2005 @ 09:34 Dream, shape, map, move.
I had a pretty creepy dream last night. I cant remember why or even why some of the things were happening in the dream. But me, Chuck, and some other people had broken into some abandoned house. On the inside, it was in really great condition, and it looked like whoever had lived there had just up and left the place as is. It was a lot like the real house me, Chuck, and Bri had broken into, but less paper scattered, and there was a child's bedroom. Chuck and I went into the room and sat on the end of the bed while everyone else rummaged through the house a bit, as if trying to figure out why the people left. As we looked around the room, on a large painting easle was a poster of a Harry Potter movie. Chuck said something about it being the newest one and it hasnt come out yet, so he was excited to see it. Suddenly, some of the shapes inside of it started to glow as if it were a television screen. Some very large men came out of the glowing poster, and I'm not so sure they were characters from the movie, I couldnt tell. But Chuck and I stayed put on the bed, while Mr. Olson, my old english teacher, walked into the room and said something like, "Hey, ya'll have to check this out!" The men quickly spotted him and grabbed his shoulders. Suddenly, I could see him trapped within the poster like it was a movie. Mr. Olson was dirty, tied up in chains like some sort of slave, and he was looking out at Chuck and I saying he wish he didnt speak when he walked in the room and such. The men were after everyone in the house, but for some reason they didnt harm us. I think it was because we let them out? I really dont know what was going on with that. x.x;;

Chuck and I have been doing a lot to try to get in shape. We've been jogging pretty much every other day about a mile, and walking sometimes another. I do intend to increase. We're working on doing upper body exercises, especially since the shoes I have tend to give me shin splints every so often inhibiting my ability to jog. That, and we'd both love a sixpack, as well as bigger arms. Rawr! ^^ Speaking of big arms, there's this girl at my church, she and I used to be really great friends some years back, but we lost touch when she left her dad to go live with her mum, got pregnant at 14/15 by some 19 year old drug head and what not... Typical sad story. Anywho, she's been back in church for a month or two now, and last night I was standing behind her for something and holy jebus. Her arm, where the bicep meets the shoulder, was so huge with flubber, I nearly gagged. She used to be a fairly skinny girl. She's still only about 15 or so. It just freaked me out seeing her t-shirt stretched to its max to wrap around the glob of arm that extended through it. :o

I've been spending a lot of my time online working on a map of the Castle of Dragons for Furcadia. The Castle of Dragons is my old roleplaying place, by the way. I've been building on it for probably over a week now, and its still not complete. I concentrate a lot on the finest of details. I'm hoping that once I finish this, I might work on building other maps, as well. Its actually pretty fun for me. I feel like a computerized Martha Stewert. :D

Job moved out Saturday. Finally. And he picked up the last of his stuff yesterday. The room is completely mine, now. Oh, what a glorious time I'll have. :D I still dont sleep in here, though, but I hope to, soon. My mum will be buying me a futon from Walmart, which will be my bed. A bed. I havent slept on an actual bed in years. I've cleaned up the room quite a bit, but there's still a pile of junk in one corner, and all his speakers are still in the other corner. He'll pick those up later, after he gets the rest of his alarm system stuff installed. You know, I actually still have that purple carebear Vicky gave me sitting on my desk. As well as the Goofy doll Rob gave me hanging on the wall. I hope he doesnt dislike me. I get the feeling, though. :/ I've already semi-started decorating the place. I have some red and green chinese paper lanterns hanging by the book shelf above where the futon will be. A couple oriental fans on the wall, a small lamp with chinese characters on its shade, a few stuffed bunnies sitting around, a MASH and Bruce Lee mouse pad on opposing sides of my keyboard, a wall clock, though I still need a battery, and such. ^^ I'm pretty excited, though at night, like last night, when I walk by the door with the light off, knowing Job's not there, I feel a little sad. Comes with the territory, I suppose.

Well, there goes my boring little life. Hope I've helped you get to sleep.
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green scream
20. Apr 2005 @ 14:51 (kein Betreff)
I thought of something to post. My dream! What a weird dream...

I'm walking through the mall with a bunch of people from real life and online. And we're 'roleplaying' but we're saying everything out loud, and we're all dressed in normal clothing and stuff. I'm there as me, but somehow I'm also a german shepherd walking in front of the group as the guard dog. We walk a ways from the foodcourt toward the JC Penny area and suddenly this guy, Christian from the forums, shows up dressed like that guy from star wars, the phantom menace type guy. And he picks up the dog-me and throws dog-me over the railing and it disappears before it hits the ground. Eric, the roleplay leader guy steps forward and shouts "Ka-me-ha-me-ha!" and blasts Christian all the way back to Sears! O.O Anyway, I'm wandering a bit all confused like clinging to Chuck like "What happened?", even though I was there the entire time watching as normal-me. Suddenly, we're all in front of Gadzooks. I'm told to put on a space suit, and everyone is telling me goodbye. Eric comes up and pets my hand and tells me he'll wait 10 minutes for me. Then he hands me a golden sea turtle. I'm touched by this for some reason, and suddenly, we're all inside the spaceship. Jennifer Love Hewitt is the captain, and she's trying to land the space shuttle. But we're too far back in time, and we're headed for a spewing volcano! ... The end. Yah, I dont know what that was about. x.x

Mk, so Jamie is claiming hardcore lesbian, and wont listen to anything I say. Gawd... I'm going to end up hitting her in the face if and when we ever meet. Jumbo gumbo sumbo lumbo tumbo rumbo humbo bumbo vumbo ... What? No more coffee... I make my own iced coffee. Its very very good. Oh yes yes. Very. Hello? You're breaking up... I can't hear you! Speak up! ... Fine. Hang up.
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20. Apr 2005 @ 13:56 Jacked from John
Aktuelle Stimmung: blank
Aktuelle Musik: Papa Loves Mambo - Perry Como

What is your weird quotient? Click to find out!


I wasnt aware of what this quiz thing was until I got my score. x.x I just thought the box was pretty.

And this was jacked from Renee.

My Purity Report - Compared to Others
Category
- Lower - - Low - --- Average --- - High - - Higher -
Sexual:
85%
Homosexual:
46%
Nerdiness:
53%
Healthiness:
69%
Financial:
71%
Criminal:
57%
Drug Use:
40%
Grossness:
94%
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I dont understand why the drug and stuff part wasnt at zero... -.- Bleh.

I have nothing to say. I'm just hot and bored. I think I hear the TV calling me...
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18. Apr 2005 @ 16:01 99 Cents Only store @ 59 & Porter
12pk. Colored, lubricated, nonoxynol 9 condoms.
Dangley psuedo pearl earrings.
3pk. Haeve Oatmeal soap.
2 bottles of Sobe, assorted flavors.
Can of bamboo shoots.
Can of water chestnuts.
2 bags of oriental string noodles.
2 bottles of Fuze energy drink.
4pk. Strawberry breeze Chiclets.
Bottle of Nesquik chocolate syrup.
Loofah bathing brush.
6"x6" Chocolate chip cookie cake.
11 Ramen noodles, assorted flavors.
25 foot all-purpose cord/rope.

Each thing above, only 99 cents. Cheapest and greatest products. Wow.
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14. Apr 2005 @ 09:07 A little rant. Just a little one. Honest.
Aktuelle Stimmung: grumpy
Chuck and I have been watching Rose Red, the Stephen King film, and I must say, its actually a decent movie for Stephen King. Its less cheezy, rather. Again, its terribly long, but no matter. We've barely made it to disc 2, so we'll be trying to finish up today. I'm sort of recommending the movie, only if you have the time to check out a decently scary type movie. ^^

Jamie called yesterday. The chick. The ex. We talked on the fone for a little while, then online. Interesting, that she seemed to have called me after breaking up with her gf. Why? Because the gf was cheating on her. She's received about half of her just dessert right there. But calling me up like that, trying to flirt? That dont fly with me. I was very rude to her. Gave her the cold shoulder. Hmph. I was talking to Robert about her, and I invited them both into a chat with me. She had went out with him long ago, so I figured it would be interesting. Of course I did it in spite, I'm that kind of person. xD So they went at it a bit, he kept putting her down and she just left the chat. She wanted to know why I was being so cold to her... Gee, I wonder why. On the upside, she's lost a little weight, and she looks a little bit more feminine. No matter what I said, how I tried to encourage her or anything, she never lost weight for me. Went pretty-girl for a little while, but thats it. Seems going lesbian made her less of a dyke. Ha! Okay, so I'm still a little aggravated by her, big deal. << Here, let me tell the story.

Wulla, aka Laura is her girlfriend. Was. Hmph. Jamie went over to Wulla's house one day to pick up something, and Wulla's mom saw her and was like, "What're you doing here?" Jamie said she was just there to pick up something of hers. The mum said, "Wulla's in her room, I'll go get her." But Jamie said, "Thats okay, I know where it is," and went on into Wulla's bedroom to get her stuff. She flicked on the light and... A girl named Angela was on the bed, holding the covers to her scared-like. At first, Jamie didnt see Wulla, but she went over and jerked the covers away to see... DUN DUN DUNNNN! Wulla between Angela's legs. Tsk tsk. Jamie claimed to have hit Angela a few times, while Wulla cried, "Jamie, please! You dont understand!" ... Worst line ever with that scenario. Sure... Wulla was acting as a gynecologist. She needs practice. Right. Jamie took her stuff and just left. Interesting? Well, thats not the only time crap like that has happened to Jamie. If I remembered the other incidents better, I'd go ahead and tell those stories. They're great for roasting marshmallows. Anywho, Jamie told me yesterday that she's sick of guys, and thats why she went lesbian. Cause -guys- always hurt her. I reminded her that several girls have hurt her too, but she didnt care about those. Heh. She makes my blood boil. I'd give her a swift kick to the head if I could. She needs it. She was asking me yesterday if I could go visit her this weekend since its supposed to be her birthday. Oh please. I have far far better things to do than go see the 16 year old girl who was cheating on me, and is practically begging me back because the whore she dated cheated on her. She even begged that I bring Chuck. Why? Maybe she thinks she can get a piece of him too. Well hell no little missy. Aint nobody going to lay a finger on me, and especially not on my boyfriend. I need to scream...

Am I being too harsh? I dont know, I feel all these things, but I dont know if I'm supposed to be handling it like this. I need to stretch my legs. x.x
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12. Apr 2005 @ 22:02 (kein Betreff)
Well, life is good. Quite good. Fun. Very fun. My period has been off a little lately, scaring me half to death with its horrid tendency to naturally run later than it should. My body teases itself. Reminds me, I need to buy ketchup at the store tomorrow. Har har har.

I talked a lot with Robert, one of my other friends from online for quite a while today. Him and this girl that he really likes. He said he really cares about her, but they're not going out. He believes she doesnt feel for him like he feels for her, and after seeing them talk in chat for a while, I agree. She talked to him so plainly... and he tried his best to be 'wonderful'. Its not exactly something you can just magically be, but I dont blame his attempt. He's actually a really swell guy, and if things were different, he lived here, was older (well, not even that, I dig jail bate), and yada yada yada, I'd be into him myself. Even if he did just live here, he'd probably be one of my closest friends. Its great having a guy friend that you dont worry if you're pretty for, or feel you cant mention other guys in front of, or whatever else. I'm glad we're comfortable with eachother, and can share things about each other's partners and what not. He's definitely the type of friend I'd hang out at the mall and go to the movies all the time with. Chuck would really like him too.

Speaking of Chuck... I miss the little devil. No, literally, the devil. Him with his bat wings on. Bwahahaha. ^^ I wish I had pictures to show. Oh what fun! ^^ Yes, much fun. Tomorrow will be fun. But when tomorrow comes, I'll post of its contents. Like party favors in gazelle uniforms. It all tastes like brooms in the summer. Delish.
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8. Apr 2005 @ 07:25 I'm freaking out.
Aktuelle Stimmung: freaked out
Yes, kids, thats right. I'm officially freaking out. I woke up about an hour ago from a big bad horrible nightmare and cant go back to sleep. Dont want to go back to sleep. It was gawd awful. I thought I could sleep with the lights on, but my heart has been racing the entire time. Still, its fluttering crazy. I cant stand it. So here I am, wide awake. Ta-da! Gawd, I'm freaking out. I'm still shaking uncontrollably. Jesus, its early. Why is it so freaking early? I hate everything. Everything at this point. In another few hours, I wont. Ha. Eat that. Jesus, Jesus, Jesus. If only ya'll could feel what I've been feeling this past hour. Its really messed up. Really. No one's around, not even here, not online, nothing. So here I am to try to update without freaking out. Despite how I already am freaking out. Gawd, help me.

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7. Apr 2005 @ 15:42 I'd blush, if I hadn't expected to score so high.
Aktuelle Stimmung: bored
Kinky bastard!
Grats! You're 82% kinky!

Well well well, you kinky bastard! Most likely you're into some weird
shit, which is always great. Consider mailing the author of this test,
and keep up the good work ;)



My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 89% on kinkpoints
Link: The Kinkyness Test written by nilnisicruce on Ok Cupid


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